exactly the same shit. i wrote a note to self the other day, but not really a note to self, thinking about people who don’t appreciate you. in pondering the saying, “don’t waste your love on people who don’t/won’t appreciate it,” i was naturally confused. i know i got a lot of love to share, so why can’t i share that love, just because they don’t appreciate it? why can’t i share that love unconditionally just because i want to? its not like i ever expect anything back. maybe because iim starting to think about the ones that actually appreciate it and don’t just take it and throw it in the trash. need to stop being so easy, because maybe, in the end it only hurts me.
maybe those platonic relationships are too much, for some people. only those that are happy to share a piece of their cake with me. and maybe i should stop falling in love w you & everyone else. how do you control that? you only learn from your experiments
man, what a press release.
