none out of the ordinary. wanted to do something special, and then didn’t want to do anything special. sometimes we get boggled down by needing to do something special, or buy presents. im glad i didnt because i didntplan accordingly. thats a bad trait of mine though.
special reservations, new ties, new wallets, what is it? sometimes its nice to an evoked memory. if you kept track of the special things you did each year. homemade lunch and a peanut butter fiasco and a lotus flower. thats all i can remember.
many of us say we don’t need a holiday to acknowledge or thank such important people in our lives. for those that say so, should take the day to push their everyday limits.
i had planned on making papa a giants snuggie and taking him to the game. but we’ll see where life takes us.
i opted out on trying to do something special. it was a nice day out, so i said lets go running on the beach. normally we dont do things like this, but sometimes we do. so i dont really know if we were doing anything special and out of the ordinary..
anyways we had a good run. the beach was so much more different than the last time i had been there. weathered rocks and sand. we talked about marriage and death.
i dont feel the pressure to get married. and he says he thinks he has 10 years left. i expressed hope and optimism that he’d live til 100.
and that was my father’s day.
